tHiNkInG bEyOnD tHe SeLf!!!!

all year long...i've been craving for a new phone....even though my phone is just an year old :P...the blackberrys n iphones all seem so appealing...
n yes....d all tym craving for clothes....girls never seem to hav enough...do they??? every month u need a new haircut....n specially if ur travelling by metro....THE ICONIC LADIES COMPARTMENT....how can u not keep track of the fashion...bitch abt girls wid awful hairdos....wierd dressing sense..fashion disasters...the last years...out of fashion..trends....which reminds me...of this wierd trend tat emerged last year in the monsoons....the monsoon slippers...made wid a strange plastic material....my humble request to one n all....they are...so last season...n were in vogue.bt why wear them NOW!!!!!
i've actually noticed...nearly 1/4th of the girls still wear them...n it is so bloody annoyingg!!!

anyways...as usual...i ramble a lot..n meddle wid quite a lot of subjects at once...so coming back to where we were....i read this amazing story on child prostitution...quite touching...n it made me think....the way we all crib about one thing or the other....the always met demands...the unconditional love of the parents....the doting siblings...n still we never seem to have enough...we're always crying about increasing  the pocket money...the psp...a new car...a new phone...how sick u are wid everything...mom when are we getting the lcd..??? i'm sick wid the old phone..did u know..my fren just bought a blackberry...n u just have a look at d features...i can make documents on d phone..dad its amazingg!!!....oh n yes...we must get d home wi-fied...its way more easy tat ways...dad...all my frens hav it...i totally need a laptop...i cant work on this dabba desktop...!!!

we hav 10000 demands for everyday....but hav u ever spared a thot for ur maid...d beggar at d metro station...about children picked up to work as sex workers...d world we are all so oblivious to....we are so engrossed in self....I want a laptop... I want a new phone.... I want new clothes ..we hardly care abt all these ppl...

when our demands are not met...we cry for all injustices our parents subject us to...bt the wishes of a child polishing shoes is to...earn enough to afford the meal for the day....the struggle everyday....things like food ..water.tat we all take for granted...does he even kno wat a lcd looks like...maybe not...
the education system we all curse...bt the child working at a roadside dhaaba...just wants to go to school....
the abuses we hurl at the roadside mawali for whistling while we walk past.....the sex workers deal with him n many more like him....subjected to their atrocities...more than half of them hav no idea why they are brought to a brothel...they are repeatedly raped by owners...to make them more "accessible"...the stress to satisfy clients...the threats from brothel owners...

AND WE THOT OUR LIVES WERE TOUGH!!!!!

JUST A THOUGHT!!!!

lOsT..!!!!!

i'm a brat...!!! some truly are....sum just say it coz it sounds way more cooler..!!!! half d ppl have dere fb's about me section filled with some crap like....hi!! name's xyz...i'm a total tomboy....hates romantic movies...into psp...total brat....u myt b one of those ppl....claiming ur virtual self as sum1 who u aren't...just for d simple reason for sounding 'cooler'. after all who wud like to b known as 'good natured' 'kind' 'humble' and 'aunty like'.

if u are 'auntie like'...chances are ppl myt bitch behind ur back...calling u all sorts of names....
half d girls on social networking sites put up profile pics...wid revealing clothes....hot pants...spagetti..tube tops...n wat for...to look more 'hip' and following wat dey call is d race to b more pouplar....bt watever guys have to say abt them....i hav no qualms watsoever....in calling them 'wanabeess'

afterall wat are u running after...so tat sum random guy likes ur pic..n chances are u probably wud hav no idea....who he is...n wat vile..repulsive things go around in his mind....

y do ppl brag on d internet....i was watching lovenet on channel V...where dis wannabe fashion designer..dumb as hell....chatting to sum random loser guy...telling him abt...her profession...n tat she has designed for maliaka arora and deepika padukone....

why wud u lie abt who u are...it wudnt kill u to tell....tat ur a budding fashion designer...i pity maliaka n deepika for having to bear wid her horrible designs...considering d clothes she herself was wearing....

internet does let u live a life u wudnot b able to live otherwise...hi m a model (a call center employee)....hi m an actress( an assistant to a boss..i wud readily murder)

u wish to grab eyeballs by talking to unknown ids all day long..bragging abt ur success....talking to ppl wid masked identities...who do not care a freaking penny of how big a name u are....

bt if we stand back and think.....is this a healthy practice...is it ryt...to b 2 personalities....???? wat exactly is split personality syndrome...if not dis...don we all suffer from dis....u..me...d call centre employee...d assitant...

y cant we be just us...and stop taking part in d race to b more popular....n always remember...LIFE IS NOT A ROADIES AUDITION!!!!
JUST A THOUGHT!!!

cHeCkInG mE oUt!!!

ofcourse you are....why the hell will you be HERE otherwise...

so lets..begin....i'm suppose to be all enthusiastic abt my first blog entry....but actually i'm not...coz firstly this isnt my first blog...i've tried my hands at blogging before..n trust me i was terrible....so don even go asking for d previous blog address.....n for d record...I SUCKED!!!!

n secondly..my enthusiasm has been sucked out of my usually cheerful mood...by PMS...for girls..i don need to expand that....n for guys....u don even wannna kno....

so u'd be wondering....y d second attempt...ummm...actually i hav no idea...but lets just put it this way...i wanted to put my bad mood to sum good use...i guess...

n yes....d next question tat pops into ur head...is y d wierd blog name....welll actually tat shud've been d first...bt anyways...tat hardly makes a difference....so d name is simple....it will be (i'm hopeful i'm regular wid d blog) a diary entry of sorts....n demented soul....umm...lets just put it this wayy..i'm a hugee HP buff...so hence the name...

also...since u are like formally...wid my permission ...checking me (my blog) out.....so i'd like to make some things clear.....refrain from cheap vulgar....(loser) comments...trust me u don wanna face the wrath of this demented soul....hhuhuhhahahah (devil laugh) n a kick here n dere (virtual) mite sort u out....puuff pooff.....

also...i do hav terrible sense of humour...so it;d be so much better if u don take anythin to ur heart.....coz yeahh...day to dayy...u do encounter touchy souls (sob sob)....also i'm not here to preach...anythin so ...my ideas are for me to follow.....i do not wish to advertise them...

and...i don actually kno wat for this blog is being created bt one things for sure....i've tried my hands at writing...bt not this frequently so...don expect a new post every now and then...bt yeahh i'll try to b active wid the blog n stuff....!!!lets just sayy...i've life beyond my virtual existence...so for now...i think m thru....

before i take ur leave...i wud like to apologize for d terrible SMS language...m sorry...i cant help it!!!!
anyways,...WHO CARES!!!!!!!